I’m emotionally and physically tired so I’ll be brief here as tomorrow when I’m thinking a little straighter and maybe a little calmer I might be able to put some thoughts down in a posting but I will say today was painful on a few fronts. First the fans were very pumped up and Mike Francesa can shut his big fat pie hole as EVERY seat in the stadium was filled. With Omar back and as it looks that J-Man will return as well there are going be some big decisions made here as this team has to be broken up. There is no way in hell the team as it is structured today can come back. One year of shitting the bed could be made to be an aberration but two years in a row? There’s a problem. But I’ll expand on that tomorrow and on what was just an outstanding closing ceremony but right now I’m just trying to sort out the day and how hard it was for me to leave Shea Stadium today. We got to the park at 11 AM took some pictures (I hope to post some) walked around in the rain and did not leave Shea until 7:30PM. As we headed for the exit at Gate E I was holding my daughters hand and we stopped and looked at her and said ” I don’t want to leave yet” and she was like “Oh Daddy please we need to go” and with that she dragged me out of the  place where I have spent the last 44 years of my springs, summers and some falls and I thought of all the times I thought of Shea Stadium as my daughter thought of me leaving “It’s time to go” How many times did I say that about Shea and now how sad I am that it will be no more and how all of a sudden I don’t think the Mets need a new home the old was was just fine.

Add to Yahoo Add to Google Furl this Add to Spurl Save to Del.icio.us Digg IT! Live Bookmarks! Blogmarks